A Generational Pain

Is this just an emotion everyone and their moms experience? It’s mother’s day and here I am continuing the cycle of pain. While I want to see this as just mother’s day, all I can think about is how he’s doing me DIRTY. One day he’s the most endearing person I know, the next day, he’s the most cruel man to have EVER broken a girl’s heart. Am I dramatic? I always said, “I won’t let a man hurt me as the men in my mother’s life have, like the men who hurt all the women in my life have.” Yet here I am, weak 3 (that’s a play on words, I know it’s week), knees deep in my own ruin.

And as I climb into an empty bed
Oh well, enough said

Is that enough said? Goodness is that me, we’re on a break but my mom says he’s teaching me to live without him. If that’s true why does he string me along? Is it a cruel pleasure? Girls, if you haven’t had this canon event AVOID THE BOY WHO SEEMS LIKE HE “just gets it”, SPOILER ALERT HE DOESN’T!


Though she needs you more than she loves you

Right now, I know he’s doing me wrong and I know I should leave, but I’m going through so much, can I afford this heartbreak? Goodness gravy, this is not okay, this is buns.


“If you’re so funny
Then why are you on your own tonight?
And if you’re so clever
Then why are you on your own tonight?

… If you’re so very entertaining
Then why are you on your own tonight?
If you’re so very good looking
Why do you sleep alone tonight?”

Good question! I think I’m at least a little funny, this here lies as proof that, when they say the following:

“Why are you with them?” “Oh you know, they make me laugh”

..they actually hate you… No, actually I’m a pessimist. This song came out 39 years ago and here I am relating to almost every single aspect of this song, but in a totally unique and not regular way (I’m just like other girls).

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